When I got to the hospital this morning to see my little guy the nurse decided we better put an outfit on him because his arms were cold. They have just about turned off his warmer all together so he is ready for clothes and blankets. It was fun to get him dressed and see him in an outfit. I keep thinking to myself - remember this time - don't wish it away - just enjoy every second because it only happens once. Staying in the present moment has really helped me get through each one. I just remind myself how God provides for all my needs -and Casher's - no matter how big or small. I keep seeing that over and over. After Nan (Mitch's mom) held Cash for the first time (yah!), I held him for a long time. He slept very peacefully and when we returned four hours later he was still asleep. Then he slept some more in Mitch's arms this evening. (I love seeing my boys together!)
It was just a day of small blessings with Casher sleeping so well and seeming so at peace. It helped me a lot after yesterday. His output on his NG (tummy) tube is still high, so we will keep praying for that to diminish so that he can start eating. Other than that he is just about completely off the pain medication and the warmer. He recognizes Mitch's voice and mine when we come and visit and it's so sweet to see him respond to us. His nurses are amazing, special people (thank God for nurses!)
Well Mitch intended to add a video today but he is in bed. He went back to work today and as you can imagine it's hard to be at work and away from Cash. He's pulled in two directions, but it will get easier. Thankfully Mitch's mom is here and cooked us a wonderful dinner. Thank you all for asking how we are doing - it's busy going from the hospital to home and back again and again, remembering to eat, now work for Mitch, and trying to keep in touch with all the people we love so much. We're so grateful for all of your love - texts, emails, messages, calls, cards, gifts and prayers. Keep em coming!
I gave Casher a big kiss from all of you today and he sends his love back to you. ~Kari
He is too cute in his little outfit! Gives this sweet cheeks a kiss for me! Love, Tisha
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